Thursday 10/3/2019

Hey there, so today was … I was amazingly blessed! To start off this morning, my Aunt Kari, who is amazing, sent me an Uber gift card through my email which she purchased earlier but I did not receive the email. I got it and thank you so much for everything Aunt Kari, someday I will see you! I was working a side job this week and it was fun, did landscaping. Easy work but I was blessed to be able to get this work. Thank you John, he dropped me off at circle k and I caught the bus to my Arizona dads place to meet up with his wife and we worked on my resume which I turned in later. We then went and met my Doug, he had just come back from the east coast. He was on another business trip but thats all over and his class, which he is teaching, is starting next week I believe. We had lunch, his wife and I were arguing over where he was going to sit because I talk to him more than her lol it was a laughter confrontation but then I caught the bus to class. Class today was so stupid but one of the ladys in there works for a large bitcoin … bitcoin person. I guess he owns a bitcoin mining farm in Northern Arizona and another building in Phoenix. She was talking about investing in it last week and today I asked her about it. She was telling me she was thinking of doing it because the only vehicles that show up to the building in Rolls Royce and Bentleys. I told her to do it, it will be the best investment and choice she will make her whole life and that she would not regret it. But after class was over, I caught the bus back and got off early and went into an Ice shop that I had talked to yesterday at lunch and they seemed to want to hire me then but I spoke up before they could really say anything saying “I’ll bring in my resume tomorrow” which I did. After they saw the title manager, I had never seen someone so excited, professionally, about talking to their manager. When I was in class, I also got a call from the UPS store which I applied at this previous Tuesday. What an amazement! I then caught the bus to the end and walked to the corner waiting for an old time friend to meet up and go have dinner. So I called Washington dad and talked with him for a half hour and I NEED to talk to my housing specialist ASAP but she is off Fri, Sat. and Sunday. But I have some exciting news to share with her, again, today was such a blessing in so many ways. I absolutely believe in divine timing because tomorrow, Darla is turning in my information for them to do a background check on me and I am pretty sure they are going to tell me that I have to go. I walked back to where I am currently staying and started my computer. I checked my email and I received an email helping me apply to national writers and editors. OMG Legitimate virtual work, Lord thank you! I applied, sending in my sample writing which I wrote the night I got arrested. Everything happens for a reason but looking at their pay grade, I would have made 80 dollars off of 15 minutes of writing. I will upload here in a bit so ya’ll can take a look. Life is amazing and I am so happy to be here and have such amazing people in my life! I have an early morning tomorrow so I am going to smoke my last smoke for night, shower and hit the hay. So everybody, have a great night and sleep so good that it makes a sleeping baby jealous 😉 anyways God bless and amen!

Wednesday 9/18/19

Hey there, today has been an ok day so far. I woke up late, rushed out and rode quickly to the bus stop. With that being said, it almost sounds like I am on a schedule. HA! Not right now but I did check on the neighbor as I have been doing the past couple days. She turns 95 next month, how exciting! But she is doing good as usual, her son returns today but she said Ill see you tonight, reason being, I have been checking in on her morning and night and I think she enjoys the company. I dont fear getting that aged but I …. I fear am going to get a dog at that age and I die before my companion. If it comes to that time and this does happen, I will have plans to check on them and make sure that it is well taken care of. My digital work, which took a week or two of communication, turned out to be fake … again. Its ok tho, I am learning many lessons while doing this. Last night, I was reading through Forbes website about digital work and came upon a large list of legitimate companies that hire digitally. I have applied today two multiple positions, also last night through the Forbes website I learned some websites to learn from which once your have completed the course, an award is rewarded to you and that is to show future employers that you have some knowledge. Tomorrow I am attending my last class at my first location, only to let them know that I am done there and moving to another location, which is unfortunate. I am trying to get my head around the thought that everything in my life that I get comfortable with changes or ends. Its unfortunate but I have a feeling He does this for a reason, good or bad but it does happen and you cant do a *amn thing about it. I was invited to dinner tonight which I am excited about, the food and the company is something I look forward too. My dad in Washington is awesome, I love him so much and he is doing everything he can do to help me. I appreciate everybody helping me through this extremely hard time in my life. My dad in Arizona, he is awesome too and both men are beautiful hahaha no I am not gay but if they read this, I want them to laugh. Ok those are some of my thoughts for now, I may post again tonight. God bless, amen!

Tuesday 9/11/2019

This day was an interesting one indeed, woke up and rushed out the door to get to the bus stop to go to my assessment. Got to my assessment and they added more classes but at another location and a fee for every class. I am on a very tight budget, as is, then went to my class which is nice because I love learning something new and the social interaction! After I met with my dads wife and went shopping which it is always nice visiting with her, she is an absolute angel and a pleasure to be around! I drug tested today as well but I was in there for, lets say, maybe 20 minutes and not my usual hour and a half to three hours! After that went over somethings with my dad and I am getting bent back and *ucked without dinner or a even a kiss. *ucking Arizona is *ucking me right and left, front and back! I might as well just try and go to prison but I do not think that is an option lol totally kidding! I love my freedom!! Interview tomorrow, pretty excited but we will see what happens with that. My dad agreed to go talk to my new testing place about this because it makes no sense to already be doing classes and then have to go to more. “Ass a nine” he says so probably next week because I have to go around and gather a couple documents for them to reduce my fees and then return it to the place and speak with the “Lead therapist”. I love hanging out with them, its always such a pleasure! But it is time to lay down … o and I need to still find housing!! This is becoming more important everyday but my dad and his wife said that if I cant find anything, that I don’t have to go into a tunnel or under a bridge but that doesnt give me anymore time to not be trying to figure out something or somewhere to go. I appreciate the angels that have been entered into my life beyond all belief! With that being said, God bless and amen!

Monday 9/9/19

It’s amazing how fast you lose “friends” when you don’t have anything to offer (a vehicle, a ride). Anyways today I paid my phone bill, I gotta find cheaper and ran around looking for a job. I am excited for Wednesdays interview, did a little research and it is painting! I’ve painted but never ‘career’ painted. That should be exciting, I hope everything goes ok. Have my assessment tomorrow morning before class which should be really easy because my class should cover all that. People just want their money, which is the root of all evil. I also called about my class on Saturday which is all set. F*ck, money down the drain, Arizona is a beautiful state, land wise but fuc* the government here sucks. My probation officer is still beautiful lol random thoughts. Tomorrow should be exciting because after my assessment and class I get to spend some time with my AZ dads wife. Always a good visit with her and my grandma wants to meet up Wednesday for another meal. I am very wary of that because the day I went to jail and got done, I had an issue with my PO. So thinking that I have to watch what I say, which is unfortunate. Still need to figure a living situation in a hurry. But those are my thoughts currently, may post again tonight but I may not. God bless all and amen!